Relatos de un Autoexilio

When I am stating to work?? The economy in Massachusetts is better that the one in Las Vegas, but am afraid that is worse than Arkansas! Anyway, the city is beautiful and the ambient here is very good and fast-going! Finally, my cousin put an Internet connection here and, at least, I can communicate with you my followers!

I just started to go slow this time because I was going to the unemployment agency near where I live. I hope to find a good part-time job to get started! I'm enjoying this connection whenever possible! I feel that when I got a job here, we will going to move to an apartment! This gotta be my home at last! I am here from a long way since Nevada.

I will give to Boston a try! The food here is delicious! Clam chowder, Pizza and Roast Beef sandwich is preferred here in New England, were a big amount of Irish and Italian origin people lives. Revere beach and Faneuil Hall are my favorite places to be.

I hope to study soon a good career in Culinary Arts, but I'm not totally sure since I studied computer systems in El Salvador, and I also would like to study Networking Technologies.

What do you think?

Bye.

Very difficult to get use to it! :S
This is just an example

Oh… I really love this track (the YouTube video). It really reflects what and how I'm feeling right now. I feel that I am constructing a world of lies and fantasies to everybody, just only to be accepted in this intolerant society around me.

I really miss my friends in El Salvador. They used to tell me that if I go to live here in the US, I will regret it soon because I would feel very lonely. I hate that they were right. I used to told them that Vegas is a very tolerant city, maybe much more than San Salvador, and that I would be very happy doing what I like there. But something was unexpected: The Financial Crisis. Unfortunately for me, the economy were so screwed up and the unemployment so high, that destroyed my dreams and plans to stay and live in Vegas.

But not everything is bad after all. The only thing that I need is some kind of angel that would tolerates me the best. Some kind of friend that would be there when I need him. And a confident who I could tell him almost all my things that are inside my head (things that most of them I cannot tell to any “ordinary” person). I don’t expect perfection. I know that perfection doesn’t exist. I need just only a person like those thing that I just said.

Oh, by the way, this is the first time that I post in English, so if you see “misplaced” words in this post, don’t blame me. I think that my English is not very good to have a very fluent conversation with a native English speaker, but at least I can write it, and I can express myself with it. How good is my written English? What do you think about this post?

Videoclip above and music by Sarah McLachlan is Copyright from Arista Records. Not copyright violation is intended.